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Alright so... one of the biggest things I haven't shared with anyone online yet is that over a month ago..

My childhood best friend died. 

He overdosed on cocaine, morphine, robitussin, and CCC's (coricidin cough & cold).



RIP Peter, I know we stopped hanging out around 10th grade... but we were best friends 5-9th. You will be missed more than you'll ever know. And I wanted to let you know I found the CD's you left in my car from 11th grade... haha they stayed in there for 2 years without me knowing but they happened to appear this year... after your death. Weird, huh?

See, what happened was, I just moved back in with my parents. Well, I went in my bedroom and opened an old drawer full of stuff and found my old CD case. I never opened it until I got back into the car one day to go to work. Oddly enough, a CD fell out. Only one of the like 92384928394 CD's out of their slots. It was one you had burned and left in the car two years prior. I put it in the CD player and skipped the first two songs... and it was weird.

The first words out of the speakers were "Wheeeeeeeeeeere's youuuuuur heaaaaaad attttttt!???????????"  I cried so hard! All I could think about was all the reckless things I've been doing lately, and it was like you were talking to me. Telling me that being reckless will only result in self-destruction. For that I'm eternally in your debt, man, you opened my eyes back up.

I even texted my mom (who I wasn't getting along with at the time) and told her what happened. She told me you were trying to tell me something.

I think she's right.

Also, I picked up an old hobby of ours...

Remember this?



I started playing it again. Remember? We used to stay up all night playing this game. Haha I'd stay over at your house and play it online with you because my parents didn't have the internet back then.

I play it now :P

Well man, I miss you a lot and hope you're enjoying yourself wherever you are. About like, oh idk... 2 or 300 people showed up to your funeral. You were loved deeply and missed even more.